Obliviate

                                                   

                                                              the first night i saw you,

i thought you were the one
who i can trust to
cast the memory charm on me.

i've been waiting for so long
to see the green light,
it made me blind.

the first night we talked,
i thought you can erase it —
worries, anxieties, and the voices
inside my head.

boy, i was wrong.
i should've learned occlumency
for you are one legilimens.

Dusk

a brief encounter with you,

oh, sunset, leaves bittersweet memories. 

you quickly allured people by how beautiful you are, 

then leave them in the dark. 

sunset, 

the beauty that brings darkness.

Rohese

rohese, a delicate, and beautiful flower;

wonderful to touch but painful to hold.

thus, a hand that wants rohese

must love and accept its thorn.

Selene

like the crescent moon that symbolizes feminity,
she's also delicate and creative.
and as she slowly getting rid of the people and things
that bring negativity into her life,
soon she'll thrive.
☽ ✧

All started here.

oh november,

what have you done to me?

this is not me — reckless.let me go back.
don't stop me.

My reality

i was living in a fantasy world
until i met you
you made me see the world

or the reality of life.

you made me see
you, my reality.

imagination

i imagine us
watching concerts and gigs,
enjoying our nights;
singing and jumping to our favorite songs,
looking and smiling at each other,
your arms around me,
holding my hand later on,
and kissing—i love the idea of you
kissing me, baby.

it's finished

the moment i knew it was over and
your love for me was slowly fading—it was summer,
but it felt like it’s winter when i’m with you.
you’ve changed, and i’m feeling more pain than
happiness.

subconsciously want you.

you are not my type,
but i don’t care.
our conversations are not interesting,
yet i like talking to you.
you don’t have any talents that
will make me feel interested.
the things that you consider hobbies are
boring to me.
heck,
i’m not even attracted to you,
but i like you.

moon.

how long does it take for two people to get attached to each other?
how long does it take for two people to know that they are in love?
how long does it take for two people to build up the courage to say that they love them?

a month.

it only takes a month;
for us to know about each other,
for us to see if we could work,
and for us to finally decide if we want something more than friends.

they say love is complicated.
no,
people do make love more complicated.